I have tried to block memories of my really good friend Ajh. Every time someone walks by looking really nice, with a hat on I look twice because that was Ajh. Style was not the only thing that brings Ajh back to me. Pain does. How much she must of hurt. How much I hurt.Continue reading “How do you deal with Scars?”
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Energetic Experiences
Unexplainable energetic transfers have occurred in my sensitive times. One night while I was at home I started to have the most beautiful feeling in my core (around my solar plexus/stomach) I was in the kitchen my family was talking in jumbled, garbled, gibberish. I ignored that and started to pay attention to what wasContinue reading “Energetic Experiences”
Who am I?
I have looked back through my blog posts and it is clear that there is a theme of being misunderstood. It is easy to get lost in the different clarifications and definitions of what society labels you as. But am I really that? I devoted a whole website to explaining the definitions that society hasContinue reading “Who am I?”
Being a functional sensitive person
I have met a lot of beautiful people and have witnessed too many of them suffer to the point where they would rather take their own life then continue to endure this reality. 💔 One thing that has happened to me a lot in my lifetime is when people see change or think you haveContinue reading “Being a functional sensitive person”
Choose Happiness
For me it’s the little things – the wag of a dog’s tail – other people’s happiness. My brain looks at the smallest details and that is what makes me smile inside and out. I giggle to myself many times throughout the day. I am not searching for others to fulfill my life with joy.Continue reading “Choose Happiness”
Videos to watch/listen 😁
Here are some videos of music and inspiration that I really enjoy. ❤ Around 2024 I started adding YouTube videos to the top of the home page called Featured videos of the week. I was trying to add them all on this one page but it took a long time to load them all. SoContinue reading “Videos to watch/listen 😁”
Life’s too good to be TRUE
I look at my life and smile. Through my eyes I have seen so much beauty that I have often wished somehow that I could of captured all that I saw because no one would possibly believe it. Words can not express… and I have found it hard to continue writing this blog. I haveContinue reading “Life’s too good to be TRUE”
Forgiving Your-Self
“When you are young you have no idea how to deal with trauma. When you realize the need for forgiving yourself – for not understanding – that is when your healing begins” Seek help when you can. Even if it’s just talking to a friend. You don’t need to suffer and go through everything alone.Continue reading “Forgiving Your-Self”
Heal Trauma?
This past month I got an infection this made the levels of my medication go down to an un-theraputic point. It was hard for me to sleep. Songs started playing in my head like a broken records. It was a struggle to make it through to the next day. I am from Upstate NY andContinue reading “Heal Trauma?”
Let you in…
Reid was my biggest fan when it came to my EEG brainwave research I had done as an undergrad. To give you some context some of my friends and I took some time to do research that any Graduate would of been begging to do. Our research only consisted of 4 people. It was aContinue reading “Let you in…”