To have or have not

I wanted to get married and have children in a home that was inviting with love and puppy dogs. I know now marriage was not my path, children were not either. But I was given a glimpse of the most beautiful being that has ever crossed my path. I am excited to tell you about someone who is very special to me that I was honored to meet in one my dreams

Her name is Katerehanna.

The picture above is the closest image I have found that resembles her. In my dream, I got to see a six year old girl that I knew instantaneously was my daughter. One of the greatest blessings of my life and if you ever had the privilege of this feeling – what a blessing it is! She just wanted to tell me that she was there on the other side but she was not going to come to earth and I was happy about that fact. She was right for I do not want to bring children to this earth at this time.

If I did bring a child to this world I would want to go off in the woods and raise her by myself or with close loved ones/her father. My parenting styles would be very different then standard norms and it is not a path that I would take now anyway. Am I less because I haven’t brought Katerehanna here. No. I am more because I have been in her presence one time and could never forget the overflowing love and appreciation that flowed through my heart.

I have a lot of love and appreciation of my experiences day in and day out on this earthly plane but I know that Katerehanna is always with me even though I can not hug her I don’t need to.