Well, I started this journey over forty years ago. Even though I stopped counting the years at thirty-five. Sometimes I accidentally find out how old I am. Vibrationally it has gotten pretty hard to stay in my body sometimes. When I start to have tics (as in uncontrollable body moments) like my arm punching straight out in front of me or my arms moving back in forth just like a windshield wiper to even more spastic movements and very unpredictable. I can lay down and relax as much as possible, I start doing snow angels (uncontrollable remember) on the floor. The snow angels sometimes are so peaceful that I have even gone to sleep with my body still moving.
I don’t tell anyone about this side of my life because. Just because? I don’t tell anyone that I have stayed up for eleven days straight. I have told some friends, and they instantly negate my experiences. Because that is obviously not possible. Believe me, I didn’t want to stay up that long. Every time I would get a little settled and start nodding off – my whole body would jolt a big shock causing me to sit straight up in literal shock. There is absolutely no way I could sleep even for five mins. I close my eyes because of overwhelming fatigue and the only relief I get is the thirty seconds closing my eyes then BAM it’s as if I stuck an fork in a outlet.
Let’s just say my life might be a little different. It is okay because I am not supposed to be a clone. Possibilities are endless. When I play with energy it is so much fun and for me it feels interdimensional. I know this because most of my (different) experiences mix with this reality. As in each dimensional interaction feels like it is going alongside this reality for a moment and I just happen to be catching it’s current. Does that make sense? It is hard to describe some of the experiences I have been through. I know that there is a lot more than the everyday reality which most of us collectively experience.
The beautiful horse I am hugging I absolutely Love. Her name is Sunshine. But most of the time I called her Sunny-D. She is the first horse I ever got the chance to be close to. I would spend as much time as I could with her. One night while I was walking back home from my friend’s house. Sunny and the other three horses ran up in my direction. Sunny-D came right up to me, and I put my head to hers and while we both breathed together, she let out a long exhalation. This was one of the most spiritual connections that I have ever experienced with another soul. ❤ Her exhalation was done with intent and love. I felt cleansed and like that was a start to another chapter in my life. Shortly after that there was major change for the good. Talk about a portal – spiritually she gave me a huge hug.
Do you have any experiences that you have not told many or maybe never spoke about? Would you want to talk about them or just leave them in a bag you threw in your closet?
Katerehanna 
Hey ~ I’ve actually had some experiences with those involuntary body movements in the past, and I get real validation out of knowing that someone I respect has had them too. Thanks for sharing authentically.
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Ana, thank you for saying that. Sometimes I wonder why people think that humanity has advanced more than barbarians. This would not be a topic of discussion at a dinner party.
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Not unless one wishes to find oneself politely imprisoned “for ones own good” 🙄
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