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“When you are young you have no idea how to deal with trauma. When you realize the need for forgiving yourself for not understanding – that is when your healing begins”

In 2007 I watched a movie and it changed my whole world. It was called What the Bleep Do we Know? It was all about Quantum Physics ❤ When i flipped over the DVD to side B to continue down the rabbit hole one of the speakers talked about a college out in Iowa. “ComeContinue reading “Who Am I? Part 3”

Those doors closed for a reason. Thank you for not letting me go down that path. How different my life might of been. I would not have gained from all the heartache. For I would not be as strong. I think of all the doors that have closed. I am blessed for the paths IContinue reading “Understanding”

Change When you are stripped down to just bare boneYou see life in a whole different wayReality becomes simple.The things of the past that you held in such high esteemFade away, and you are left with the grin on your face.You might contemplate for a momentHow complex reality was just your own creation.For you neverContinue reading “Ode to Humility”

I would have called my Dad today I can hear him say Hello We would have talked of trees and bees And fun projects. We would talk about philosophies If you would call them that The best part is we would talk “What are you up to Dad?” “Just Breathin…” he would say Now thatContinue reading “Appreciation”

I love being a builder. I have had many different jobs throughout my lifetime but being a carpenter has got to be the best, most interesting and fun job I have ever had. When I was really young one of my mother’s friends made a chair and table just for me. I loved it! IContinue reading “Love of Creation”

So you are incarnated on a planet where everyone strives for peace and happiness but if you individually achieve any type of peace or happiness you are instantly judged and ridiculed for it by everyone around you… sounds about right? So why am I so hung up about this? I guess it is because IContinue reading “To my fellow black sheep”

I realized this morning that when I started this blog I wanted to share my life with the whole world and I told everyone here that I am ashamed of myself. The real point is I have felt shame from others. I wanted to make a movie about me and I wrote down all theContinue reading “Highlights?”

I have wanted to dive into beekeeping for a long time. When you live in a city it is hard to find the right spot and unless you are right on the edge of town with about 40 acres of land in between you and civilization. Never the less it has never been more importantContinue reading “Healing Vibration”

I wanted to get married and have children in a home that was inviting with love and puppy dogs. I know now marriage was not my path, children were not either. But I was given a glimpse of the most beautiful being that has ever crossed my path. I am excited to tell you aboutContinue reading “To have or have not”