Up on a mountain top left alone to my own device.
I look through portals.
Finding worlds, in hidden places throughout the forest.
No one sees me here, and I flourish in the night.
Just past dawn, I walk up the gravel road barefoot.
Each step a little sharper then the last.
Only to reach a mansion I used to call home.
No longer a place of rest.
I am cracked like an egg and spill out onto the world, a little being out of place.
A soulmate at my side, slips from view.
With a flower in my hand, my smile is rejected.
Am I not valid enough of a human being to have human experiences?
That is a ridiculous thought.
It is a privilege to be allowed to be happy and sad.
Just the middle road for you, my friend.
That’s too happy.
You are sad – You are playing the victim.
Make up your mind on how you think I should feel.
Oh that’s what I am supposed to do.
The above is my life highlighted in a couple lines. This morning I was thinking about how I must have delusions of grandeur because I want to share with other people – How dare me. Don’t share too much. Don’t smile…don’t cry. What the hell?
I am here to experience this world good or bad and I have a lot of fun ideas and thoughts and will be sharing more fun stuff soon. ❤
I would love to hear a story from you good or bad, weird or blah. Please share.
Katerehanna 